Nostalgic

Lying in my bed I am flooded with a thousand memories of the life I am leaving behind. The friends I have made I hope will last a lifetime. Memories seem to fade after time but I hope that I can preserve each one I have made here. They play so vividly right now like motion picture.  I hope that my name and impact will not be forgotten. I will return one day I feel that. When I don't know, or for what. I hope to start a new life and have a fresh start. I have moved so much in my life that I feel change is a necessary part of stability. Who knows what my new life will bring. Excited and scared I don't know what the next couple years hold. I cant just hover here any longer. Sometimes  the value of something  isn't seen until it is gone. We shall see if that happens to the people I leave or to me. I will miss alot of things here, especially last summer Mudpie, Northshore Grille, Arethas, Rembrandts, JJs Bohemia, Coolidge Park,my stupid job and yes Standifer Place. To many good and bad times to write or express. Maybe someday I will settle somewhere. Until then I must keep looking

(Where you live is not as important as who you are with)